hatelovetrustlife: Archive

I wish there’s still us. but boy I know all that life contains is just me just you, there will never be us anymore </3 I wish you knew how I miss you. how much missing you hurts. how much not having you around pains me. but I knew better that this. I know its all my fault for not choosing you, us. there’s just some things time, absence and distance cannot change. I guess this will...

Mar 20th

Roller coaster October (confessions of a failing...

I loved a boy for the past five years of my life,seeing no one but him, believing no one but him, “no one but him.” We fight, we make up, the cycle of never ending problems goes on. until day by day I felt the impending signs, the impending threat to us, then one day I found myself falling away from him. slowly falling out of love. the years of being together no longer makes sense, days...

Dec 2nd

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suddenly I feel so tired, so burnt out. I just want to rest. to be at peace. to not think and worry about anything. I’m so tired to explain myself, to win people’s approval. I want to sleep long and tight. so tired of chasing happiness. so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired.

Nov 6th

three roads, one choice

what the hell did I just do? I know sooner or later I must make a choice, how the hell did I end up in this situation? Now my heart’s breaking too. whose heart should I break? it all happened because I’m fucking weak. now I’m caught up in a hard situation. please God help me make the right choices. help me find the right path to go to. I so lost, I don’t know what to do :(

Oct 30th

Oct 19th

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Oct 19th

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“Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it’s the only...”

– Anonymous (via forever-and-alwayss)

Oct 19th

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something too personal

May tamang paraan ba para mag move on? may manual ba na kayang mag turo ng step by step kung pano? minsan kasi madali mag move on pag ikaw ung iniwan kasi alam mo wala kang choice eh nabigla ka na lang sa decision nung tao kaya wala ka ng ibang magawa kundi mag move on. pero pano kung ikaw ung nasa other side? pano kung ikaw ung ng iiwan? Hindi lahat ng umaalis masaya, di porket umalis ang...

Oct 14th

The right person at the wrong place, at the wrong time. have you ever wanted something so bad that you’d do anything, go anywhere, and be everything just to find it, just to seize it. that’s how I feel about you. My heart tells me its perfect but my mind reminds me why it’s wrong. sometimes the wrong event are the ones that feels so right. If things were different it could...

Sep 17th

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Boy if you have treated me better, love me more rightfully maybe I wouldn’t have to make this choice. maybe I wouldn’t have to choose who’s heart to break, yours or mine. maybe we wouldn’t be standing here like this both at the edge. maybe neither of us would have to walk away. maybe we wouldn’t be here at all if you’ve seen me better. but all things happen for...

Sep 8th

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Boy if you have treated me better, love me more rightfully maybe I wouldn’t have to make this choice. maybe I wouldn’t have to choose who’s heart to break, yours or mine. maybe we wouldn’t be standing here like this both at the edge. maybe neither of us would have to walk away. maybe we wouldn’t be here at all if you’ve seen me better. but all things happen for...

Sep 8th

bipolar mode on :(

Aug 19th

:(

sometimes we tend to embrace our make believes too much that it seems like a reality and the truth becomes the fallacy. then before you even realize it, it has swallowed you whole. when you hit the bottom and realize they were all lies it breaks you. so much for believing and trusting people, one way or the other they’ll leave you behind. sometimes life fucks you so much. just like now...

Aug 19th